Ok. its time to finish my song man.

haha.

was at city harvest church yesterday and pastor kong was interviewing her wife. and if you dunno who her wife is, she's sun ho. and if you dunno who sun ho is. haha, she's some pop/dance singer who's trying to break into the us market now.

and she inspired me to give my best to my gift and my creativity. so instead of letting it rot in front of the comp, i think i should do my best to make my song good in every sense of the word. haha.

hope i could put it up by the end of the year.
Salmon, signing out.

my home

How amazing it is, that he calls you wherever you are, however you are.

Basically, this song brought me to a standstill in my life, and depicted the exact circumstances that i'm in and woke me up. It brought tears to my eyes, that were dried in bitterness for a really long time. And the amazing thing was that while i was walking back from the coffeeshop one day, this song just played in my head, and i went home and tried to find it in my itunes. And voila! There it is.. i hope you enjoy this song as much i do, and let the lyrics grasp your imagination and emotions. (:

My home- Thousand Foot Krutch



And i've done a few things i wasn't proud of,
Might have said a few things that hurt you,
But you're still the only one who fills me up,
And every night spent alone, was worth it.

You are my home,
You are my everything, when i feel so alone,
You are my home, you are my shelter,
when all my hope is gone

Salmon, signing out.

Strawberry vs Chocolate icecream

So, i have this wonderful theory, actually it came from pamella, but wadever. It's that Guys on the majority likes strawberry icecream, while girls like chocolate icecream more.

So, i asked around on msn, and also on this place called yahoo.answers

so, apparently, my theory is really flawed. after asking 3 people on msn and looking at my yahooanswers, i got really depressed and just decided to call my theory off. And i can almost imagine the smirk face on cherish when she knows that my theory's busted. ):

the worst thing is that some people cant give me a straight answer. like vanilla, or i cant decide, or like neopolitan..

here's the link to my yahoo.answers answer
http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20081216201839AASD9aF&r=w

and nightcycling sucks

salmon, signing out.

Hong Kong Trip(:

was away in the modern, foggy city of Hong Kong. other than the bad pollution levels, it was wonderful(: lemme summarize my trip with some pictures. And as they say, a picture is worth a thousand words, so i'm gonna use a few words to summarize each picture and wad they remind me of in this trip.

Cherish sorta sent me off. The few of the thousand words i can think of are skinny piggy, bitter chocolate, strawberry and low-fat soybean icecream.

The whole gang plus shikang who came to see us off. From the left, Daryl, me, Junsen, dafril, qinjie, matthew and shikang(:

our really really big upgraded suite. i have no idea wad this is.

outside ocean park. the rides werent really thrilling.

But, i got to see a real panda. (: i love pandas

panda!

Fishing at sunny bay.a whiny yet cute dog with a pretty scarf. they didnt like the idea of climbing up the mountain. dirty, yet still picture perfect.little boy with hands on jackie chan's handprints.

matthew and the china girl next door, er actually it was the waitress.

Alrightie, that should be it.

Salmon, signing out.

Photos of the week

started bringing out my camera this week. So, i got quite a few pictures to share.

First, its the farewell of our beloved CT rep, jackie! she's back to spend QT with her family in China before she comes back, kinda for good. hohoho. we(i) had to wake up at 4.30 in the morning to take a cab to the airport... luckily, got free breakfast, courtesy of taxpayer's money to the scholars

and then, you got the two clowns.

and we also saw xian yi off (:

Alrightie. Moving on to today. apart from the imba scolding from somebody through the phone about responsibility and peer pressure. it was quite alright. went to play lan then to mindcafe with a bunch of guys lol. then, we walked around raffles place and took retarded photos. mostly of gabriel(MR best dressed) la. haha.

some faggody posture.

Trying to be blind along clarke Quay

All together. (me, an choos, Jermyn, gabs, BK)

Salmon, signing out.

How much more can i miss you tonight?

Yay. finally, after much thought i've come up with the lyrics for my new song. And i think it's gonna sound wonderful. yay.

Here's a breakdown of the lyrics, and i'll start recording on tuesday. so, check back for the download. (:

How much more can i miss you tonight?

Today, i'm trying to get you out my mind.
I'm sorry, but you have overstayed, it's ok.

Tomorrow, i'll wake up to find you in my head,
Alright, I'll find you where you stayed, always.

I've been thinking about you lately, always on my mind.
I've been trying some ways to define, these feelings that i have inside.

How much more can i miss you tonight?
With the stars still shining bright, you light my life.
When you're standing here next to me, everything fades away.
Would you care to stay?

Today, i'm finding a million steps to take,
okay. I'm still a million miles away.

Yesterday's memories foggy in my head.

Bridge:
You are everything that i dream of,
you are all the stars are made of, you.. you could shine a little brighter for me.
You are everything that i think of,
you are everything this song is sang for, you.. you hold me like you do..


something like that. lyrics are purely artistic in every sense, not meant to say anything about me, if that's what you're thinking. hohoho.

Salmon, signing out.

prom(:

yay!
Wonderful performance!!!! yay.

walk on stage. blinding lights.

crowd cheering. Dedication? NAH. haha.

Funky hat, check. Microphone, check.

Alright. Always be my baby, here we go.

haha, yea. it was phenomenal, best performance i've given my lifetime, singing to like 400 plus to 500 people. and my classmates were doing some weird thing down the stage which i could barely see through the searing lights.

Yea. yesterday, i think i found myself again. I FINALLY FIGURED OUT what's wrong with my life. i've been kinda messed up lately, and i know why coz i realised that i'm truly! sincerely! happy when i see the bittersweet girl. all other girls fail and cannot make me smile the way she does to me. And i swear i'm willing to fall for her a thousand more times if i had too. (: yay.

i'll put a small picture here for awhile. (: i'll take it off in a couple of days.

yay. (note hsuan te's floating head in between)

salmon, signing out.

Just thought i should clarify certain stuff about my blog. There's no hidden meaning or whatever to be inferred from my 'letter to nobody' post. Basically, those posts are for me to create a character, or some sort of alter ego, in order to write songs that aren't exactly personal and more fictional. So, right now, i'm currently spamming my whiteboard full of phrases and words in order to compose the 'faithless' song for my alter ego aka John Smith, and at the same time trying to complete the lyrical portion for my personal song 'how much more can i miss you tonight?' which was inspired during the A levels period. I'll try spending more time on them, (while i'm not playing world of warcraft) and having a social life, which kinda leaves me... negligible time. hhoho.

Anyways, had a wonderful time with Cherish yesterday. and having her to meet my close friends is kinda funny, especially looking at her expressions of pure utterness at the quirkiness of my friends is hilarious. haha, confession time. i always thought cherish was the like demure and quiet kind, never thought she's so much more sociable than me, kudos for that. Alrightie.

Today, was soccer day again! wooo. i think i burnt myself under the sun, i'm kinda turning red. ouch.
Went shopping for prom. YES! i know its late. but, hahaha, finally got budget to buy stuff after complaining to my parents. And my sister's so pissed that i spent so much today, she kept whining about it, and i just kept quiet. hoho.

hohoho.
Santa's coming soon.

Salmon, signing out.