Some thoughts

So guitar concert is over. It was great, but knowing that everything is over kinda makes me feel really empty in a way. no more looking over in a certain direction during practice, no more stupid comments from retarded people. Just last week, i thought it would be great that guitar was over, so i can start studying, but it's just different now.
That morning at macdonalds with the guitar people made us all really sad. at least for me.. when she left and said," i wont be coming for practice again. " and i just stared and waved bye to her.
that emoness together with my flu made me kinda miserable today, so i kinda gave my mother some attitude. But, i was quite amazed at the fact that she didnt noticed anything was wrong. Shouldn't a mother know when to keep quiet, or be sensitive to their child's emotions? she just kept nagging at me for i dun even know wad while i was in the toilet stoning. And the best thing was when i came out of the toilet, she said " One day God will teach you a lesson. " i really wanted to scream i tell you. Why would a mother say that kind of things to their children. Not that i dun love my mum, i know i was in the wrong, but i forgot to take out my clothes out of my bag. What the heck. Gimme a break la. Can nag for 10 minutes because of that.
Sucks.

Not feeling very good this past week. Kinda lost.
Pray for me guys.

Salmon.