Past to Present

What happened to studying?
i dunno, it just flew right by, as the days get lesser and lesser.
yet, somehow my mind seems to be distracted by so many other things.
Sometimes, in many of life's situations, you'd wish you had a little more discernment, a little more insight, cause you really wanna know wad people are thinking.

Another thing that really ticks me, is how our past mistakes, how we messed up, always come back to haunt us. And today's sermon really hit me, how the israelites not killing off the amelekites, ended up suffering at the hands of their descendants like Queen Esther and the millions of Jews that fell under Adolf Hitler, apparently a descendant of the amelekites. I hate remembering anything about last year, in fact, i wish i could take a time machine to make things right. But, yet. I guess that has moulded me to be someone of a stronger character, and i definitely know how to handle these kind of insecurities much better.

Back to the point of insight and discernment, i guess we will never fully understand the actions of others, and i'll leave that to God. But, i realise today that we cannot judge anybody and their actions, coz who are we to do so? We definitely have screwed up big time before, and i bet when i did, many around me were wondering what in the world i was thinking.
To my friend who's may be on the verge of turning his back on God, i'll be praying for you.
To my leader who lost everything in church, i'll be praying for you, i could feel your aimlessness today.
To my dear friend, i wish i knew whether what we're having now is what is meant for us. (Or it could just be a foolish assumption on my part)
To my past, lets move on individually, coz i dun think i wanna ever cross paths with my past again.
all the emoness aside, i'm going off soon to play a whole night of Mahjong, whoo. dun think i'll survive school tomorrow.

Salmon, signing out.