dear blog

dear blog,

I'm going for a minor surgery next wednesday to remove a small lesion from my back. When i first heard that i need to go for surgery, i was so freaking scared please. I havent done a surgery my whole life, except maybe when i was like 4 for some eye thing but that's about it. I know it's nothing but still, i needed some comfort from a friend. But as usual, she was working and only replied after i fell asleep at around 11 plus. :( even then, she only asked wad surgery and offered no kind of emotional support that i would have required before initially, i was so sad. prayer's one thing, but God creates people for fellowship and dependancy right? sigh. i've always known she was that kind of person, but it never occured to me that the implications were that painful, sigh. at least, this have taught me that i should always go to God first, cause he's always there no matter when, no matter what. And he offers the best kind of love.

Salmon, signing out.